Mentally disabled person and
i'm not so talkative.
I draw OC a lot, landscapes, make music and M rated art sometimes.

Age 23, Male

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Posted by Morpherence - 13 days ago

Sup. I made new album. It's jazz-grind or cybergrind with jazz-fusion or etc.

I planned make in 2023 autumn, but only this week i finished it. It's chaotic, weird and dissonance.

You can listen on NG

and download on bandcamp: https://morpherence.bandcamp.com/album/odd-dreams


For people who interested about my dreams you can read here. idk which age rating to choose you can ask me

TL;DR description about my songs of my dreams.

1 and 10 song 2023_06_13: Night I got dream like I watching indie rock duet band video

probably japanese or korean first the featuring non band female vocalist singer they

only words I remember is she says Hooni (I don't read korean manga about depressed boy

with fights own "mental demons") and second videoclip the walking dogs some dogs

doesn't have skin skin only bones, but still have skin and fluff on head at early

morning. Other part of dream I saw the girl cut off plastic parts of her hair,

she has white hair.

2 Song: The childhood song I got started scared by radio host opening long time ago

3 Song: 2023_10_10: Dream i saw Lost Media Jockey Restaurant building

founded by Robert Jockey in 1988.

Mostly well know of few featuring movie and videoclip of rappers in 90s.

People only now trying find this building where it comes from,

how building looks and how it looks now.

It's from America obiviously.

4 song 2023_10_07: I have dreamed i watched old TV and switched channels,

but only last 28 channel is curse weird noise kinda looks like

vide Giygas from earthbound or analog horror.

I switched over and over and stuck channel of bionicles

while i play lego called bionicles that doesn't looks like bionicle

and tv started itself switched to 28 channel and i awake.

5 song 2023_10_07: Next dream i stuck at house that kinda vide of Evil Dead,

but the sky are cyan blue or light night i guest, on house

i trying songwritting jazz-grind album under name Dikitanovich

when i writing music it looks minimal layers.

Something weird happening like adventure most memoriable

i make song acoustic like non jazz

grind vibe to girl named Gaz (it's not from Invader Zim).

6 song: The nightmare i died on car accident by bionicle cars (probably Visorak)

7 song 2023_10_11: Tonight I saw dream that newgrounds got updated.

First it got unity engine and called unity grounds it was weird.

Second is deleted all pic entire decade and moved

to pixiv and called pixiv ground. To join pixiv ground needs

only Id from own pixiv account. Show pics of my OC and bionicles

with some pics that are fetish art.

That was worst. Next I was at grandparents.

I trying to join newest newgrounds,

but my grandpa started talking shit while he was drunk,

I got mental breakdown, after bad moment

we both have to calm down and have eat some desert.

Last moment I saw is people have many percussion to

drumming and dance at the same time.

8 song 2023_04_29 : I saw like Aero era (after watching video). The Dream looks like

half-life 2 I played TF2 2007 and I eat extra Phone that looks like of 2000s, but

easy holding, it taste like bubblegum lemon. I hold sack of extra stuff with sand for cat

toilet. I waited parrents form bathroom I ruined sack with crab legs.

I saw Invader Zim episode when Zim and Gir disgusted a lot of cheeses and Gir said

in russian voice actor "Now I going to shit", and internet is hacked. Probably?

9 song 2022_11_08: I have one lucid dream. When I saw on social media some artist

who draw cartoonish horror characters. She is vampire OC. I saw in bio to group of

city. I joined to look and I literally in the real life or virtual world.

My civilians remains me artist that got cancelled in 2020. I looked on channel link,

they allowed me and I photoshoot that (but i forgot it's just a dream)

The city is small I looked few thing. Most memorable is library where there have old school

horror items. Looks them and I think "Nah, Not Thanks" Last before I wake up

I see a lot civilians don't like cartoon or furry artist. I vomit many teeth that

i don't have it, that i pay it to theater. I tried to find vampire OC artist, but

it didn't happened. Guardians have seek me, they chasing me. At the end I got

on weird old cartoon fairy tale characters. They judging to bad guy not me.

The guy is little bit and died by ruler of that city. He looks like a Void from

Berserk. After speech he tried to catch me and entire move have pause. I said

"and that I how wake up".

11 song: Sometimes i see same dreams over and over, but uncanny sometimes.

I miss bionicles too much. 


Posted by Morpherence - 1 month ago

I curretly making new album is jazz grind. It's weird, dissonance, chaotic.

You can listen early excluslive on boosty: https://boosty.to/morpherence/posts/0b747646-484f-44d2-a7b6-19e7c17d0504


I had yesterday crashed my PC. Making album is exhusting and frustrating



Posted by Morpherence - January 22nd, 2024

So birthday celebration is over. I lately to say cause i lazy and also mental health issue.

I feel i losing ethusiasm to draw especially lore of OC Michelle.

Thank you everyone who celebrate me.

I want make music album, but men it's so exhusting and big chance is wasted pontential and ignorance of tubeyou and bandcamp.

Maybe i should make commission list to get money since my paypal is not working anymore. (i'm Jobless)

Anyway thanks for draw my OC :@OnceHere @L3ny @notjoaquin and @LordNebula

If you want advice and talk with me DM or on this post comments.



Posted by Morpherence - January 7th, 2024

Hi. Next 2 weeks (21 jan) will be my birthday. Since my paypal doesn't work and i can't buy music albums that i like mostly: Rezzet - Rezzet lp and Yerzmyey - Rave is illegal or maybe small price donate on my boosty.

Sorry for begging. But every time i posting on youtube my music people doesn't care execpt ytp old spice, and bandcamp also doesn't care too. I need your advice how to get money. (Особенно тем кто русскоговорящих людей)

I could continue make art and music cause is only reason why i live, if i don't get real support guest i have to go shitty job that i don't get enjoy.

Sorry again for begging.


also i have beat half-life (xen is such a bullshit level)


Posted by Morpherence - December 31st, 2023


2023 was meh for me. I was jobless over year.

2023 was was productive for art drawing (and art fight 2023) than music making.

2023 i try much more productive for music and i don't going even more productive for art cause i get frustration that i draw to mediocre and same formula over and over again.

Thank you for 223 followers that grow 2x more like since 2021 (50 followers), 2022 (100 followers).

Thank you for support me and fan art of me (maybe next should give me maney on boosty don't you)







I hope i will something new interesting not only art and music.



Posted by Morpherence - November 24th, 2023

Hello, everyone. I'm bored cause i always share music some mutual people on discord and i decided to share that i like most. I'm not sure i can't talk music a lot, but some experince have from past I will share.


I did haven't listen long time since i download album in 2018. It's collection of songs that Colorgeist made in past.

One day i used listen when after i watched creepypasta video and having nightmare. For seriously it's unique album

all songs has different synth or soundfont that fits well in vgm music.


This album i listened in past year (2022) when i wanted to find free album with playing saxophone after i listened technical death metal band Rivers of Nihil that few track used Saxophone that show beauty of track.

For saxophone song used in this album is fifth track "After"

I have same moment when i have nightmare i use fully listen, it's so calm and warm and let me calm down.

For people who wants japanese album i highly recommend this ep.


Himiko Kikuchi - Flying Beagle

Speaking about Japanese music, Yall like Jazz?

Joke aside. I remember when i listenned mashup song of Yung Venuz and some random jazz loops that nobody knows until some body upload full album that featuring song that use in Yung Venuz. It's track called "Baby Talk"

That mashup i having vibe while swimming on beach:


Atleast even enough photo of pet i getting more attention to listen this album.

For album it's much more jam (my mom said that) jazz-fusion album. Really nice.


maybelle - キンポウゲの日々(Buttercup days)

This album i found recently thanks by rateyourmusic (no i'm not going to register and rate any music album i listened it's exhusting)

Probably obscure for wild west i listened. It's chill indie pop album,

some acoustic like "Have a kitten" (favorite one) and some indie lite rock.


Rezzet - Rezzet LP

For japanese is cover art by creator GeGeGe no Kitarou Shigeru Mizuki

The album made by british duet Rezzet.

It's house music (mostly track), but much Lo-Fi sound and last track is more jungle.

I love in fact that cover art fits music these guys, it feels jungle vibe. (thank rateyoumusic)


Paavoharju - Yhä h​ä​m​ä​r​ä​ä

Well this one is more obscure and lo-fi (cover art meaning us)

It's Finnish psycheldelic folk album by Paavoharju.

For intro is kinda creepy. I have nothing to say this album, but definetly needs to listen to feel experince

This thing i like cause "Yup. It's obscure album" (don't judge me the digest is not serious i wanted to share album)


Metatronaut - Waveform Warrior

Enough obscure rateyourmusic album. Time to talk my favorite chiptune album all time.

Cover art made Nightmargin mostly well know us creator of puzzle game Oneshot

Could talk a lot this album (of course not, especilly non native language)

But i have a lot favorites tracks such us "Born To Fly", "The Crucis Fiasco", "Northern Lights", "Chrome City".

Born to Fly it feel more melancholic, but so nice that gives wish to fly something

The Crucis Fiasco is so epic song that gives you us you join on epic adventure ,no it's not undertale like, but pretty sure

many people have own "soundtrack" about adventure no matter what genre should be metal, classic, jazz or even ambient from my childhood game spore, off)

Unfortanetly project Metatronaut is not active, but active in different name nanode that make close danceability us that album, but way more modern edm and some banger of new project i like.

I kinda miss days when i use deviantart to endlessly look more art include Nightmargin for example and what gonna say is to thank to Nightmargin to introdice great chiptune music of Metatronaut (or Nanode). Sometime i wish that she make own songs, i miss new music of Night.


Yerzmyey - Rave is illegal!

Yup. Last time i have more nostalgia. For chiptune or i should say tracker techno music that made on Amiga i like

ep of Yerzmyey. My favorite track is first one.

This only thing us have great (not epic) is listening this song while playing tf2 on deathrun map bank.

It's not all music i wanted to share and say. Last time i listened a lot music and overlisting is exhusting us i said early.

I hope you like my test blog to see how people reacted my blog.

Since i can't buy some digital album,game and sell my music. I wanted to some people gifted to me on bandcamp if possible since i opened my boosty and no one supports me. Ugh.

Anyway. Have a good day and take care

The albums:











Posted by Morpherence - November 7th, 2023

Today i found that logo especially M looks same us mine

Rosalía - Motomami logo:


Mine logo:


Rip Morpherence logo cause the M logo is unorignal and mediocre.



Posted by Morpherence - October 22nd, 2023

I feel tired, but i made 4 songs in week.

Also i made new album, originally i planned make 5 track ep

After i made new songs in week i need to start make jazz-grind album

If i worry or lazy to do "vomit evil grunt" vocal i always can do in instrumetnal

The next album is based my weird dream or nightmare.

Support me on Boosty for backing tracks:



Check at also latest ep i did on summer:




Posted by Morpherence - September 20th, 2023

WTF is blue sky? I don't trust any social media.



Posted by Morpherence - September 14th, 2023

Meshuggah - Demiurge